you without you [ Tegomass] cap 2
Massu was going to get involved and to the inside, when he did not answer, when he finally opened his mouth and said:
"I came because I worry too much. You've been weird all day, and you've even eaten all the bento today. Is there a problem? You know you can count on me. I will always be here.
Always? The hell! By week not coming to my house after work, I have not gone out together, and the only thing is you are faithful to the message of good morning to be able to wake up.
That was what was going to reply, but did not say, of course. Instead, I gave a different answer, which I think convinced him one way or another.
"Just did not feel well, that's all ^ ^.
- And because I could not concentrate on the choreography, you're always going to work out almost to the first?
"I told you: I was not well.
He looked at me questioning my answers, but all I could do is lower our gaze, and stood in silence.
felt I had to say something so they will not be for her to stay to keep me company until my mother, but I can not think of anything.
"Well ... I see you're okay and that nothing happens, so I'm going. See you tomorrow at work, ok?
slowly nodded his head: he did not know if tomorrow going to work, actually I was not too well, and now there was no excuse.
watched as he left and took the phone from the pocket of jeans. Really did not think he would have believed what I said, but closed the door and went back home.
I went to get into the dining room, sitting waiting to get my mother home again alone ... why I missed her so much?
I quit spending time sitting there until I think I fell asleep because I opened my eyes, I saw my mother go from one place to another, bringing dinner.
-Okaeri, kasaan.
- Do you sleep? "Yes ...
- What happened to you were just today, too? "Tegoshi-kun did not come?
The question was stirring the wound. What the hell was what was happening to me? I had never felt anything like this for a friend ...
He could not. He had to go home after work.
"I see. Come, come to dinner, the food is cooled down ^ ^.
I sat with my mother to dinner, everything was delicious, as always, but that day I ate less than usual, and my mother could tell.
- Are you okay, Masuda? I see you face
weird ... "I think it is just a little cold, do not worry ^ ^.
"You'd better go to sleep. I pick up the table, quiet. Good night.
I left the room almost dragging their feet, and with mobile in hand. I do not know if it was because I was catching a cold, but every time I felt worse ...
I reached my room and jumped on the bed, without intention of anything. Used to connect to the Internet for a while, but not that day.
Immediately, I closed my eyes, hoping that the next day was better than it is now over.
Sunlight filtered through the curtains. I opened my eyes listless, and looked at the phone: 3 Ryo missed! Surely, I would kill to reach the company! I dressed
running, cursing Tegoshi not send the sms every morning. What would have happened? Then I ran into the dining room, where I found my mother making breakfast, which took a ball of rice to eat along the road. I left the house running down the subway entrance, where I had to pick it up. To not vary, crowded, stand to wait a long time ... and the weather was going against me, of course.
listened as the phone rang, and I took it immediately to see what was the caller Ryo:
- Do you know where you are, Masuda?
- On the subway! I've slept!
"Better get away.
And after that, he hung up. I could not blame anyone I just had to have fallen asleep.
I came running to work, so I went up the stairs, and burst into the room where were the boys.
-Oh ... ohaio gozaimasu, minna. ^ ^
-Ohaio Koyama said, What happened today?
"Sorry, I already told Ryo that I have stayed ...
Di
out around me, and I noticed that he had not come today ... What a strange thing ... always comes before me because she does not like wait.
- And Tegoshi?
We do not know, has not arrived, "said Shige todavĂa. .- Do not you called? "Well, no ...
I dared not tell Shige that ultimately seemed to pass me. In truth, I know what is happening to me, or I end up going crazy. I hope someone can aclarármelo ...
again opened the door of the room, but this time was to tell us that we had to go to test letter of the new song we were making.
picked the things we had scattered around the room and left there, leaving it free to the KAT-TUN. We salute, we commented that we had a little daylight, and went to the singing room 3. There, we found Tegoshi, it seemed that just arrived.
- sumimasen minna! I've fallen asleep.
- You too, Tegoshi? "Said Ryo.
- What do you too? Did anyone else is asleep?
And without you I'll answer the question none of the five, walked towards me his eyes, and leaned away to ask forgiveness.
- I'm sorry, Massu! Really sorry! "Do not
preocupes." I said. Now I understood the reason why I did not have the sms diary today I could not rehearse the choreography, so I think I will stay later to try it. Will you stay with me?
"If there is no plan then, yes. I'm with you, so we rehearsed together. Do you agree?
- Vale! ^ ^
That was up my mind completely. I say yes I was happy for the rest of the day. There used to catch the rhythm of a song once, but I did that day, and everyone noticed.
"Well guys. Remember that tomorrow we shoot Wink Up, Myojo, Duet and Potato, so it does not get tarde. Koyama said, OK?
all nod, and while they were four (less Ryo, who saw how he got together with Kanjani to go with them), we went to the rehearsal room was available at that hour, and we spend the rest of the later, until we felt we could not more, and we hit the ground.
"Oh ... I'm tired!
"Me too," said Massu Tego, who did not usually complain.
- Do you? But if you complain about never!
"But you see ... tonight ... I have not slept almost nothing. There is something that haunts me head.
- Can you tell me?
"Well ... is that ... I could not sleep for you ... I've spent a sleepless night thinking that you went yesterday.
KO Those words stopped me and if it really was ... then he also felt something?
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He opened the door and stared at me a little astonished, I felt strange, what was happening to me?
"I came because I worry too much. You've been weird all day, and you've even eaten all the bento today. Is there a problem? You know you can count on me. I will always be here .- I felt that he did not want me to be there, I felt very bad, perhaps, is the one who wants to stay away now, not had much to do there, but try to put a topic of conversation seemed to avoid me but I did not want to stay more and went his way home, yet we had the day off, I'm so used to being with someone at my side, if it is not massu Koyama, even shige but today .... I'm no one just ... needed to think about many things so that walking would not hurt, what could be happening to massu? Maybe it had nothing to do with what Koyama told me, maybe they were just stupid, misinterpretations ... enter a restaurant that was a bit empty, background music that I could not recognize, I sat down and ordered only ramen, and a drink. Being alone now
calm me a little, I had massu fault that was so? "I had to do with me your mood? But one thing that worries me more .... Koyama and if you think it is true, if massu in love with me, Is that wrong?
Mr Miss
-table 4 will send this gift given to me ice cream for dessert, look to the table and he just smiled, the fans believe that everything you say in interviews is true, I hate sweet things ... now I look at the girl ... what if massu was so because in his heart had a woman who did not belong? It is not something we can rule out, I would like to know what you going massu ... - A sigh escaped me, while watching as the girl approached my table.
- if I'm wrong? - I could not refuse ice cream had given me and really do not like being alone too long
-ahead-she sat before me, a woman with blond hair and beautiful eyes castles smile.
- only that it is today? - To which he referred to Today?
- mmm ... - Confuzed looks at it a little, "I did not like the way they speak
- if, generally those with Koyama-san and Masuda-san," she spoke respectfully but something she did not like at all ...
- are busy take-follow eating without much importance, usually I'm not disrespectful to women, but it bothered me when fans think they know more about you than yourself.
- I can make a very private question but I've always had in my mind now that the girl looked at me seemed too intellectual ... I was uneasy.
- if I can answer it.
- Are you in love with Massoud-san? - What the hell is happening? As you can go and ask something like, look at it while she waited for a response.
- I love him, why do you ask? - Let my next meal and prepared to leave
- do you want? How do couples? Feel something more than friendship "Who the hell thought?!
- will not answer such questions, I stop leaving money on the table
- that means you are something? - She seemed undeterred by asking such things.
- I did not say it is, I was taking my calm, look at while deciding whether to leave the restaurant.
- then not for the feelings of Massoud-san because it is clear that he feels USTE something close to it to me quickly.
- stop making such stupid questions, what I feel or does not feel is my problem, went off the restaurant angry, but I realized I had not taken my bag, I returned and she was even there reviewing a recording.
- that was, you're a reporter who invents these things are not there, then lets make something very clear, I made sure it was not finished recording the tape back massu is for me the most important person that I have and will not let you play with, I do not see serca of the I've heard, I've never acted so aggressively, but think that maybe she would do the same kinds of questions to massu I worry because he would not know how to answer , take my stuff and Sali What was wrong? - go outside the karaoke which was always going to massu, because my head is so Confuzed, when I think massu can be in love with me I feel bad, cause I do not want damage, but when I think that maybe it is about a girl who is suffering gives me a strange feeling "jealous?, I wish I see it, something was wrong in my head, I sat down to think a little better, What I feel really massu? "Friendship? I love him and we do not doubt but what kind of love is what I feel? If not I think of what others may say, if all that's because it is of the same sex I can not be with you from my mind What is it that Sorry for massu? I like to be him because I feel I can protect you and me, I feel that along with the rest of the world does not matter a lot and I enjoy his company, I can not rest easy if he is wrong, I ... .. I want to protect ... and on occasion, like me, kissing and nothing else matters .... The hell am I thinking!! I'm going crazy, maybe .... Should stop thinking that a bad thing ... if I think about it, do not think there's anyone who understands me as much as it does massu, is more like me that feel the same for me ... take my phone and prepared to send a message only hope to be doing the right thing
Massu's ^ o ^>
I'm still worried about you,
Do you really okay?
tried but could not say no words came when the background immediately recognized the subject, in the commercial center
love my voice, save it in secret
My girl, this is a special dream
we are confident that this love
beginning.
Listening to the track brought me many memories which I decided to take the phone and continue
There's something I want you to know,
I think it is time to tell you
me No matter when you
If you walk away But my heart
need to tell you ... I love you ....
Ja ne! I think the best is that straight talk.
Tomorrow at 10:30 am
special place in our
If you get it because it is really up my feelings
If not, we will remain friends as before ... I stared
the phone, tried to order me to press the button to send
closed my eyes ready to send, when the phone rang, I opened my eyes I knew that sound fast "low battery" NOOO! Not enough to push the button and the phone turns off maybe this was a sign that had to do it ... I gave up and took a taxi home, I had to resting, this would leave me wrong ... there was nobody to come home I felt even more alone, but I think which is better because my mom would care, go to my room and charge the phone, as I thought the message I'm saved ... maybe it was best to stop thinking about such things, but although we could not stop thinking about them throughout the night ... and so go on watch, I fell asleep around 7 am, because of that late for the test ...
Massu asked me to test me to stay with it and had to make hise everything back to normal and the best way was to pretend that nothing was happening so you act normally and I worked hard in the trial, to distract me but for the first time so my body gave me so bad between me and fatigue concerns soil throw
-Ah ... I'm tired!
"Me too," Massu had to know was happening.
- Do you? But if you complain about never!
"But you see ... tonight ... I have not slept very little. There is something that haunts me head. - Was all right if it was saying now? We were alone was a good time
- Can you tell me?
"Well ... is that ... I could not sleep for you ... I've spent a sleepless night thinking that you went yesterday.
I look surprised, to be sure what had just said he had not liked anything, but I had to let you know in some way but not the most direct
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