you without you [Tegomass] Cap 5
-Kelyh/Massu. Trying to make you jealous.
I was home alone when Tegoshi went. Do not know if I could have full confidence in what I had said, but did not try, do not know, so anyway, I had to put every effort possible to believe his words.
I turned to sit in the lounge, not knowing exactly what to do ... now that we had nothing to do since we were no activities, and only had trials at night, I was bored. In addition, Tego had a thousand things to do now with Aiko and assumed that was not going to see. I took the phone from his pocket and was looking. So dependent was now just a phone? Or I was going crazy, or actually the phone I was going to confirm whether or not felt anything for me ... only time would tell me the truth.
Tired of sitting in the living room, I got to the room and jumped in bed trying to sleep, but tonight was not easy. Besides, I still had to think about how to spend the remaining days until the tests at night ... my mother, had nothing to do but I started to feel overwhelmed by anything ... that could not be. I turned and looked toward the wall until I ended up falling asleep.
the morning, because I had the curtains drawn back, gave me the sun on your face, so I stretched and sat up in bed while I put the hair with his hand and turned to drop the fringe into place.
I stared out the window the hot summer sun. We were in July and the heat was stifling, so I thought for a moment to stop by the pool, even if only half an hour, but then told me what was the point if you always go alone ... I went with it ... ah ... that horror and what was left yet to happen ... The phone rang loudly and saw the number of Tegoshi reflected, so I gave it to sound and when he gave five tones, hung up. He had kept his word, thank goodness.
I sat in bed, I turned to stretch to finish waking up, and went downstairs for breakfast. As usual, he was alone, so I found some breakfast in the fridge and sat on the sofa in the living room. I took command of the TV and started channel surfing until I found the Heyx3, and what was my surprise to see him there with Aiko, so I was watching the program, but the question we talked about me and my feelings left me KO , but let me worst response ... What did not feel anything for me? Just hoped that was not well ... then went to sing Ai Nante ... I was thrilled just to be on the sofa, but then I saw him mourn while singing. I could not just get you out the voice, but he tried and tried more times until Aiko approached him and wiped his tears. He leaned against it and were well for a while.
turned off the TV because it was too painful for me. Why I had to wear always the worst part? Thinking and thinking, I realized I'd better go for a walk to clear my head and happened to be cool in the trial, so I went to showered, changed clothes, grabbed a few things, got into a bag and left home, to the center. I was in Shibuya, seeing shops and accessories such as bracelets and necklaces. I wanted to get one that would serve for both, but I dared not ... maybe I was anticipating the facts and what was not good. I looked at the clock. It was time for tests and was nervous because he probably would ... but do not know how to look at his face ... but to see me happy. I got to building the company and entered the room where were the boys. I looked around the room to find him, but I did not. Is not going to come? Suddenly he began to sound the Ryo mobile, so I tried to hear what he said and he called, but it was impossible. As we hung up he said: "It was
Tegoshi, he can not come because you have dinner or something with your family and Aiko. He says that tomorrow if it comes without fail, so we can start.
I thought so ... now Aiko would interfere even at work. Yamashita did not put a good face when Ryo Tego told him, and it was understandable ... took time out with a girl, and not only could do it publicly ... but perhaps it was that Tegoshi he could do that for the golden voice that was ...
We got to test the five who were there, and then a few hours of repeats of steps and tough fights by Yamapi, we could go home. It was understandable that we shriek, as it seemed to be off and we did not stand with ball. I said goodbye to the boys and I went straight home. I had no desire to do anything else that was not to be home to not think about anything but being locked to harm me ... it was horrible, because I had to be alone ... Luckily when I got home, my mother and I had dinner with her quietly . Then we sat on the couch for a while to speak, until he had to make the topic more to harm me.
- What do you know about Tegoshi? I have not passed through here. Have you fought?
"That's not, Mom ... he has other things to do ... I think something that has to do with college or something ... still considering if only singer ... so it is busier than me, you see.
"Well, anyway, tell him to stop by sometime ... I'd like to see ^ ^.
"Yes, quiet. I go to sleep. Good night.
I left the room as he listened and turned on the TV and began to watch dramas, I was hooked a few, so it was amusing as well. I went to the room and turned to throw on the bed, but this time I sat with legs crossed, looking at nightstand. There was a frame with a picture from when we were younger, I remember when we entered the Johnny's ... I would like both to return to those days when we did not know we could get a feel for each other ... or what we feel ... I had nothing clear ... his head was made a real mess with all that was happening ... I could not tell what was truth to what was fiction ... with Tegoshi never knew.
I took the phone from his pocket and placed it on the nightstand. I changed clothes and was a long time, perhaps hours, tossing and turning in bed, until I got to sleep. I did not get to open their eyes until the sun hit my eyes, so I looked and saw the time was noon, so I had spent the day sleeping. I still got some sleep and went down the hall, to see if my mother was, but again he was alone, so I went up to the room, changed my clothes and then left. I decided to eat something in a ramen restaurant, so I went and ordered the larger dish. I ate almost without realizing it, so I paid and went to walk around the shopping district of Shibuya, then I went to a park to sit and rest to relax. I was almost asleep when I wanted to give account, so I checked my watch and saw it was late, so I ran up and entering the company were all there, including him. As I entered, Ryo I gestured to me to come and talk to him, so I went.
"Well, the plan still stands, right?
"Sure. I have to do is upset or if the opposite happens to me. If you do not listen to me, is that I want and then leave him in peace. Thanks Ryo.
Then we started to try and I did almost brilliantly well, so when we finished, I went to Ryo to carry out our plan, supposedly to make him jealous to Tegoshi. We started to kiss in front of everyone but Tegoshi I just needed to see, and when he did, more passionately kissed Ryo. Tego went into a rage and we separated to go to collect their belongings. I ran behind him until I could catch him, but before he could say anything else, slapped me and told me he wanted me no more ... than I thought it would serve to make him jealous, all he had done was to get I hate .... I saw him get into a taxi and leave, so I went to get my stuff and then went home, walking slowly ... I had been really bad about everything, so when I got home, I went to my room and sat on the soil. I picked up the phone and dialed his number, but I waited and waited until someone answered the phone. The line went blank for a moment, before I dared to speak, since no one did.
- Hello? "Tegoshi?
But my biggest surprise came when I answered ...
-Tegoshi is sleeping. Who calls?
I was stunned. "Aiko!?
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Kogane / Tego. Quémierda 'm doing!
I left the house without looking back massu, even if he did not know that much less done the right thing at hand was playing with the feelings of massu and .... was achieved only much more confused, I went straight home and stayed asleep in seconds, mom wanted to talk about Aiko and the thousands of interviews he gave that day, but did not feel anything and breast cancer so I do not notice it pressed me and let me go to my bedroom alone, when I was there one of the photos look he had of massu on the desktop .... What I really feel for you? It's just a great friendship and I'm really in love with massu .... Still do not know, I feel strange because at times I feel I just want to be with him ... kiss him, but in others only think that I am not gay and just my friend ... my head is a knot reap .... I leaned back and I fall asleep with your cell phone in hand and massu picture in the other.
Upon awakening the next morning look at my room, dark with the thick blue curtains, lift me hold the phone and I felt something when looking at the ground breaking the glass that protected massu picture was broken and slowly remove your foot not to embed any glass, remove and discard the photo frame, opened the curtain to see a perfect sunny day ... another time would have thought "what a beautiful day to go to the pool massu" but now .... I could only think of the mess I had in the press and the thousands of interviews that I had to give ... look at my phone and dial the number massu expect 5 times and cutting sound, had kept my promise as key .... Because I really think I feel something .... Do I ?.... make sure only hope at some point .... I can not continue with this mess in the head ... hurts .... Much damage
I shower slowly, although I had plenty of time to be ready, when I was soaping and touch my privacy could not help aiko remember ... it felt so good when I played, when he kissed me ... it was so silky bare skin, had never felt these things for someone, never been kissed me like she does, no one has touched me ... and the only time massu to try to see if I was excited to push me ... maybe ... I do not get excited "if I did not like sexually, and can love me? My hand slowly down my body from my stomach to my crotch, taking my sex was to masturbate but I could not, Aiko was thinking ... and I felt dirty because the truth did not even know how I felt about it and just do something like Aiko I would think that I just like because I want sex with her, because never before I have experienced.
I left the shower and I realized that I had last time so I dressed quickly and went to look for Aiko, she expected me nervous and very well dressed, because this time we would come out in the hey x 3 and I would Ai Nante to sing, really sing thing I was worried, I worried lie ... I do not like lying and now all that is happening is one big lie, I do not mind being hand in hand with her, was warm, smiling much, she was really happy to be with me in the commercials is looking at me a few seconds ... if I decided to be with massu none of this could happen could not take the free hand could not say I love him, we would have to be hidden forever ...
- tesshi What's wrong? - Said smiling at me and I take the face with a hand-is there anything that worries you?
- No.. at all
take my face and approached slowly rubbing my lips, I had my eyes open because I do not kiss me in a place like this, but I was closing slowly until you hear back from commercial and opened them to get away but She took my neck so I would not go away, she wanted to live out the kiss, closed my eyes that I did not think I did not want and then walk away slowly by the shoulders
- What are you doing? >///////\u0026lt; - I blush while animators anticipated what
talk with us - just ... I know that is true ... Why do it?
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course if I could not tell anymore because they asked us to approach to talk to them, repeat as in all other programs, but here a question left me in shock
- What happens to Masuda? It is rumored that he felt much attraction for Tegoshi-san
- What ?.... because I knew nothing, he always told me to I'm like your brother, if necessary by massu sorry ... but I do not feel anything
heart ached I say those words check I felt and they sent me to sing Aiko's hand let go and sing but the song came while I finished crying and almost no voice left at the end I could not stop singing if I did I would a punishment, I kept singing though tears came out alone, I felt so bad about what he was doing to massu, because although this was to not suspect that we were something everything was going wrong ... I really meant was massu to the person I wanted but could not, and the more I kissed Aiko was worse because she felt excited ... everything was becoming more confused, the song was ending and Aiko came in with a handkerchief off my tears face and hug me, I dropped the microphone and the scorch also strong hiding her head on his shoulder.
- everything will be fine ... I really like tego end up falling in love with me but it only began as a game
I could say anything she knew it! I knew it all and ... the stupid thought that she would not know ever that I'm with her to hide what I feel for massu, we left there and took me to his house to talk things out and try to clarify my heart and mind as she listened patiently.
- How do you feel when you kiss tego?
- Well, I like ... even some kissing too
excite me - but only I do not feel butterfly excited nervousness
- When are you going to play ... when you might do something that nobody else has made it if I feel
- And when you're with massu ... have you kissed yet?
- Yes ... and I felt like my heart pounded as I dominated the
nerves - but you felt desire to have something with him? What do you play? Have you felt like having sex with him?
- No ... try to see if I was excited but nothing happens
- Tego ... you are only confused, not that I want to massu ... it's just that strikes you feel with a man kissing a man but you do not like they would not be able to sleep with the kiss and just want to know feel but you're not gay, if you were not only excite you with a kiss my ...
I kept thinking is that Aiko is not bad but maybe I was just saying for me to depart from massu, preferred not to talk about it anymore dinner and went to continue with the interviews, we do not go to kiss but if we held hands and we were talking about was what we liked each other, was difficult because I did not mean that I only liked the kissing Aiko so I said other qualities and at the end I loved how he kissed me while everyone laughed, the more time I spent with Aiko more I realized it was just a sexual thing that I joined her, unlike what felt by massu .... Because I've lived with so many things, and when he is at my side makes me nervous just looking at me, and I can not control my desire to be close by, wanted to see but news was not just testing activities at night and that night I could not go because mom was with family reunion so call Nishikido and asked to warn that I could not go and go without missing the next day at night, and that's me stay home with my family and invited Aiko without my permission, so I had to keep pretending that everything was perfect and we loved but my smile was over when I heard that breast-
relief that I was really scared because I thought that tesshi I was gay, he was always with Masuda for all sides, I am very grateful to you Aiko, if my son was gay I could not stand
Mama had said without preamble and the whole table looked at me her eyes showed that they did not know whether to believe My relationship with Aiko was real so I had to improvise
- is it too late fence you want to leave your home? ... Or rather stay to sleep with me?
- >/////////\u0026lt; fence I prefer to leave my house at the moment Tegoshi ... maybe another day to accept your invitation cochinona
hahaha - Well mama I'll leave my girlfriend who is late and tomorrow must go to work
I left the drawing table to Aiko's hand as she died of laughter
- What's so funny?
- I've invited to your room just so your mom does not think that you are gay hahahaha
not understand why Aiko was aware of all my plans went so easily leave her home and said goodbye with a kiss then get home tired and pull me in bed was the third time I slept with clothes and everything.
The next day just happened to more normal photo shoot in a mine and another magazine called to go out with me Aiko, Aiko was really beautiful, see photos that drew us together, I showed it really was about the size and The perfect texture for me, did a beautiful couple and she is having a great time taking pictures, so soon end with her smiling while playing with water pumps and other things depending on the shoot, the day I move fast because I was having fun with it, and without notice and had to go to trial ... What to do when he saw Massu? How would the? I went by car and park next to that of pi, and was only between shige and Koyama who soon concluded for a girlfriend and scold me for not having told the press before about her.
-ahh but had not thought to tell anyone if I say that because I was caught when we entered the hahaha joke
hotel as we change our clothes and Massu did not arrive, pi I am a little upset and I could understand when asked to show his official girlfriend johnnys mind yelled at the sky and I do not have said anything so your eyes Hate understood and knew that eventually would happen because I had no johnnys fault that would not let him have a girlfriend, Nishikido was the next to arrive and he kept making lurid comments about my relationship with her and kiss morning, were in it when I enter massu, the heart almost got out of the mouth, note that Nishikido made him a sign to massu to come over to him and some things seemed strange to me spoke so low and we put to test, I could not concentrate well, I could not stop looking at massu, did not seem different, thought it was the same as always but I could feel his heart sad to see me with another and not willing to accept ... but mine is not so be at his side, not to embrace it now .. I could not concentrate throughout the trial and as finished wine pi pi was listening to scold me when I look sideways at ryo and noticed that it took massu approached the neck and kissed him, my eyes opened and I was saying pi went to hell, looked like ryo was kissing and this masu away rather than shut his eyes and answered the kiss, I was paralyzed, not knowing what to do but the anger I felt I dominated, my things were between them so they pass between them taking my stuff away and went at full speed while there, I never thought I would do something like massu, when I went took my arm stopping and without thinking I turned around and gave him a
blow-everything I've done for you and so you pay me ... go! I never want to see you anymore!
Without thinking I stopped a taxi and leaving massu got there, I do not care about his reasons why he had kissed Nishikido but never forgive him, driven by anger .... Aiko went home and opened the door as the passionate kiss she closed the door and let myself go my kisses get right back in seconds ended up in bed, I on it this time as she unbuttoned her shirt down my pants .... It was full of rage and revenge in her passionately kissed and bit at times, I let go of the anger I felt .... I get carried away by their hands and only when I heard about it under awoke and realized what he was doing
- please .... Sign slow ... is my first time
the hell I was doing!
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