You, Without You. Kelyh & Kogane not fanfic.
What if, suddenly, you fall in love or notases you like your best friend? What would you do? In this situation I am now. I do not know if I like it because I spend much time with him (some people believe that too), or because I am truly in love ... What
how it all began? I have no idea ... Little by little, our friendship grew stronger. I can not remember exactly when I started to feel something ... but it was not long ago, that I know for sure. At first I thought it would be a fad; it was just friendship, I could feel ... but with the passage of time, I realized it was not so: it was love, I'm sure. These are things I can not control, are superior to me.
He is the one who wakes me up every morning with a message, it is he who is usually worse at my side when I'm having. What about if you are jealous? "What do I do?! I'm going crazy, sure! I have to try to say something, I have to tell you if you come with me after work and see what happens ...
A voice out of my thoughts, since it is assumed that I would be keeping pace with the other five, as we working.
- Massu? Something wrong?
There it is: worrying about what happens to me ... I'm always the most animated of the group, but not today, today something goes through my head without knowing it ... How I can explain to the other five guys?
"No, quiet ^ ^.
- Sure? Koyama asks, "You seem less animated than ever ...
" It's nothing, really ^ ^ We?
The rest settle, and we get going again while playing music. It is not easy to concentrate if your head is full of thoughts that do not know how to get out of it> __ \u0026lt;.
"Well, better leave here," said hoy. test suddenly Ryo. "It seems that someone can not focus.
"Sorry ... T___T I do not feel well. Really sorry! "Better go away
home now. Rest, and tomorrow you can come again, ne?
Yamapi told me that. I grabbed my stuff and left, while the other five were still in there a little longer, and from outside sounded like the music played.
really did not want to go home, so I sat in a chair that stood near. It seemed a long time, but within ten minutes of sitting there, left the kids. Tego Koyama was talking to, which made something in me without knowing shrug why ...
- Oh! Did not you you had gone home? "Said Koyama, stopping suddenly in front of me.
"I was going to leave, but wanted to know if Tego want to come with me for a ride, and maybe dinner. I have not let them.
I looked for an answer, but this late in coming ... I was avoiding? Or Koyama had changed me? I know I have to feel jealous, but ... this is driving me crazy, really ... has to stop!
- I'm sorry! "He said," I'm meeting Tego Koyama. See you tomorrow?
-Ya ... okay ... I watched it
were the two chatted, while I was sitting there with my stuff still in hand. I do not usually carry many things when we have tested, so that day was carrying the gym bag, mp4, mobile, and little else. I felt very alone ... Why do I feel this way? Tego was just a friend ... right? So ... does my heart had turned around to see it with Koyama and when I had said no?
"Anyway ... moving plays.
I told myself to detach myself from that chair where I felt that I had been stuck for life.
When going outside, the noise of people, cars, music and everything else came over me, but went straight to the subway to go home. He did not live far from the Johnny's Jimusho, but I did not want to walk.
He could not leave home without music, so I put the mp4 and put on the headphones and not have to feel anything around me. The subway, as always was the time it was, was always crowded, so I had half a hide so that nobody would recognize me.
I had to wait for the train for about five minutes while the music was playing. I noticed that some girls were watching me, but I did not want to be recognized: it has mounted a tremendous uproar.
the train arrived and I had to push people and would not let me pass. Got something to sit on a seat empty of people, and I awaited my stop. Meanwhile, a song sounded something meaningful to me: Sunadokei, the first single as TegoMass we had recorded.
The silent goodbye is sad and filtered with a lot of pain, give me back
appear unexpectedly tears
Since then I can not go
And I'm looking for you in the maze.
How long will this heart to endure the pain?
The last grain of hourglass will hesitate a little longer.
How long will this heart to endure the pain?
The last grain of hourglass will hesitate a little longer.
But even if I forget much of this pain can be relieved
The last grain of hourglass will hesitate a little longer.
always hesitate.
A piece of the song that I liked all the single: I liked even more than my own alone. It was not because he was Tego or anything like that ... just had something that made it special for me, though not quite know what it was.
Before I almost did not mind, it was time to get off the train, so I went almost running, and a little more and stay there.
you exit the metro, a coup Cold air swept over me, and he did not recall that, according to areas of Tokyo, is colder than others, and where I lived was one of them. I had to go up almost ran home, only to myself safe and not take cold. I did not see any light, which meant that my mother had not yet come ... well, you would be alone later ... another, until he reached her.
I went, I took off my shoes, bag left parked at the entrance, and went right to the dining room, where I found the odd cake on the table, my mother always leaving food around the house.
Not expecting anything, I collapsed on the floor while I was eating the cake. Something I did not like too much was being alone, until recently, Tego always with me until my mother came home, and then always stayed with us for dinner.
"Oh ... I feel alone ... What makes me feel this way? At least, I expect a call, a message ... something that comes from him ...
In effect, something came out of nowhere, but did not come either mobile or home phone, coming from the doorbell.
I got up reluctantly, and take time to get to the door. I did not think to look to see who was simply opened and my jaw dropped. What was he doing here?
- Tego ...? Something wrong? You were not with Koyama? Where did you leave?
did not answer any questions, looked at me with one of their best smiles, those smiles that used to melt the fans, and made to return to shake my body.
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Tegoshi I got up as quickly as possible, if not for kasaan would still be sleeping, luckily reach Koyama call to come pick me or not come to the test at the time, I slept late last night because we went to the karaoke keei so in part the fault is, lately we're more time together since his career ended, I dressed as quickly as possible, and the extent to eat an apple as he threw my backpack my mp3, change clothes and money.
- tesshi! Keei is here! - My Kaas, down as quickly as possible, so I almost fell in the last step
- beware, "said Tegoshi keei to affirm that I might not.
- It worries me that Nishikido be angry if we do not time, I sent a message that means that this angry - when I'm with keei I'm feeling really good as protected, I said sometimes he is like my boyfriend, as always worried me but if I'm honest I'd like to protect the person I love, this feeling ... just what I have with a person .... Masuda. We arrived early
Nishikido who was just glad to see us, I guess massu's come in a bit more, I woke up as usual with the message of good morning, no matter what the sending that message is very important for me ... not when the passage from someone so important to me, but it's like my brother more, the trouble is that Koyama has told me that he believes that Masuda is feeling something for me and I will not be so, would not know what to say, do not want this bad, much less my fault ... I do not know what to do if that becomes true, so I'm dodging a bit ...
trials began when I first massu that was the last to arrive, and I worry a lot, was downcast and would not pace, Nishikido rebuked him several opportunity I could not help asking what was happening, I always worry for him, maybe he was sick, or worse it was true what keei had told me and he was already having trouble himself to feel something for me ... it made Nishikido home when I saw running out of the room, I wanted to follow but that would only bring more confusion to the poor, keei notice it and after the trial ended, he invited me out to distract us and because he knew that Masuda would invite me somewhere, that not fully understood until just as we were talking massu's was actually sitting outside and approached me when I asked if I wanted to really miss the great moments we spent together, but it appeared that what I had said keei was true, massu's had a crush on me, and I did not reciprocate his feelings, I refused to go excuses that would come out with Koyama, and walked away toward the parking lot to go in Koyama's car but did not resist taking my backpack and ran in search of him, but keei took my wrist and stopped me
- I think we talked about it, "sounded more serious than I had
like - yes, but .... How do you know if you have a problem?, Maybe it happened something ...
- no, you have to stop worrying so much of it, you do not realize that all these details will hurt, I take both hands, preventing me out .
- keei But ... I'm sorry but I can not leave a friend like that ... - I sprang to the door
- Tegoshi!, If you open the door to say that what you feel is more than the friendship, if so, at least acknowledge it as a man, I put in a pinch I have much affection for massu but will never be anything more than friendship or brotherhood, yet opened the door and ran to follow
I did not see it anywhere , surely you had walked as usual, I started to run toward his home but did not see it, perhaps they were angry and give away your invitation, it would be best to get some food, buy it the way favorite sushi I ran home as fast as my legs were given at 6 pm the sushi just sell it to 5 had to find, the shop was not very full but there was a problem, there was a girl group do not take hasty importance among the session sushi, eel .... Anguilla .... Anguilla .... As I feared there was, the girls were in the box, when I hear one say to that shrill voice that I do not like it at all ...
- because it must be eel I do not like, because you do not salmon sushi-girls ... please watch as the rest refused to carry other, do not hesitate to approach me ...
- sorry ... I can stay with me, one of the girl had no face to tell me when fixed on my face and I immediately give
- yuya-all yours to take and I thanked them, only one thing ... - said without releasing the sushi-is for Masuda? Because it's your favorite dish ... - I am afraid that the fans seem to know more about you than yourself.
- Yes ... thank you very much
- They make a cute couple, I would love to say it ever officially "She handed me the sushi and just smiled, and Sali page as fast as possible massu insurance was much more ahead of me when he was only a block from home I decided to walk did not want to seem busy, yet also was not sure why I was there .... For some reason I remembered the night before when I said keei deductions that massu was in love with me ... that's impossible ... is my friend, how many times I was at home, and slept together, never happened at all, I have never given any indication or hint that he felt something for me, our relationship is not at all different from normal friends, look at the case of a warehouse ... ¬ u ¬ I feel like an idiot, he said in very clear letters great sushi all day "now that I remember massu was very happy to have this place close to home, when I went to turn the street I saw a couple against the wall and kissing very passionately, did not seem to care what was going on around, I was embarrassed to be looking so intently something, but I remain hidden watching, give me envy, I have not yet allowed to have a partner ... but the view gives me a lot of envy, the girl took the boy's hand and placed it in your leg, it seemed strange to see something like a broad daylight, in a street so crowded, but today no one is alone that they and I peered silently, now that I look this kiss reminds me of the only time I wish kissing someone ... once in a photo shoot, in which we asked massu and me that we explained the steps on a date the girl asked us we put as close as possible, Massu was only inches from me and with eyes closed, I am honest .... I felt a great desire to kiss him .... Now I think maybe if I massu has shown signs that I am just very slow to understand ....
I felt uncomfortable to keep looking the couple, I left my hiding place to go my way, they did not move one bit when you move your hand to them is an entirely separate world, I would have a world with someone ...
Although cost me and I decided call the house massu, auque was not yet sure to tell ... when I opened the door and looked stunned again reminded the photo shoot, and I felt the same desire to be alone with him .... Look in another direction and try to calm down .... What was happening? Was it me who I was going crazy, and I'm misinterpreting the affection of massu ... it would be best to explain everything as soon as possible
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