you without you [Tegomass] Chapter 6 Final
woke because I heard voices, I opened my eyes without understanding much where it was, it was not my bed and was naked, I started to remember as much as I could.
immediately remembered the kiss he gave Nishikido massu and all the memories came quickly, had come home angry Aiko let me go and finish taking it to bed.
What the hell was doing, I stopped, I was nervous looking at one of my hands was on her chest she was completely naked, like me, look a little scared down and saw my hard member at the entrance, not yet was inside her but I could feel all the moisture, I push back a little calm as I could.
-cr ... I think it's better we stop - remove my hand from his chest could not stop looking at it, I had never seen a naked girl
- Why derepente want to stop? You seemed very determined when you started
"Sorry I will not go very fast if I go then we will not stop
I look a little sad and took my hip, I thought I was going to push and she did it but to get me entered, I felt an indescribable pleasure getting to close my eyes but then opened them and controlling my desire to start ramming it Sali looking for my pants but hug me from behind
-do not go, do not do anything else but do not go, let me we sleep together tonight.
And we ended up sleeping together, look at searching but was not listened to his voice, but I could not hear with whom she spoke, I got dressed and followed her voice was whispering that perhaps they did not want me to hear, I approach until you could understand what was saying.
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really very sorry for you, but tego not return a call again, and please do not bother calling because they will probably answer that I or we are busy making love, goodbye. Wait
cut the call, I returned to the room but did not know whether angry or not, anyway Nishikido massu was fine with, if they had kissed was because they had something, I returned to the room, I did as usual and went straight to trial was the last before the concert.
get to test completely nervous, do not know how to look at insurance massu pensba aiko me and we had ....
entered without even looking at me, started the trial, as was the last flight was with and all but Koyama had an accident, goes a little sick lately, not had time to sk with so many things, but now is not what I worry more massu saw and followed him out only once, when I saw that note in his eyes wanted to run but stopped
-need to talk, Buens not want to talk at least answer me one thing, why you kissed with ryo?
fists tighten, do not want to hear that he liked or something, but it was completely different, Massu was so bad for my girlfriend and lost confidence in himself and when I wanted it so I try to prove my love giving me so jealous of ryo, understood what was normal for embers so ... even though I thought I would return after that to be okay, it was not so ... he left me alone .. did not want to see me and was so aiko said this morning ... do not let it out monitoring of insurance needed to think about many things, but ... I thought it would last less throughout the trial did not look at me.
went home sad ... massu not believe me but I told the truth because she answered my phone ... but I was not lying but that nevertheless massu would not believe a single word of what he said, pulling me to bed sad, just now noticed it was for me importate massu ... how much I cared about not losing ... Massu what was for me? was time and talk to myself and clear my head and my heart ... A lot has happened and should be clear that is how I feel about massu ... What is it? ... if massu stop talking forever what would happen? I felt like my heart is squeezed by the idea alone that happened ... I did not want that ... But was it because he is my friend ... no ... was not so the pain is more intense than if a friend stopped talking to me but what was it? ... "I really liked massu? ... try ignore the fact that I were a boy but could not, I got into the shower upset about not being able to clear my mind, was taking a shower when his hand unconsciously reached down to my groin .... breast was not anyone hear me if I did .... I closed my eyes to lose the shame and started to touch me slowly I support the wall of the bathroom trying not to think it was me who was playing or not excite me, but I imagine something happened but massu aiko touching my hand with his nervous and all red eyes looking at me and asking if it was okay for me tok, stop the hand two seconds but then continue, I could not believe it ... Massu was thinking that I was excited, I could not stop .. massu imagine me at all times and when the semen came out terrified eyes opened, I masturbate just thinking massu touched me ... I masturbate just thinking of a boy ... What other proof wanted ?.... Massu was crazy as he wanted touching my ... kissing me .... I did not know very well how serious a couple of two men ... but was willing to try ... I wanted to be ... massu wanted to be with ... and nothing more I care ... just hoped not too late
and days spent in the other three days before the concert I spoke, I felt very bad needed to tell the truth but did not know as though followed him everywhere I spoke ... I was lost and only now ... noticed how important it was for me ... I could not lose .. not now, not much less for something I did not. was the day of the concert and would not go on stage if we talked before, send a message telling him what he thought, to really listen when told aiko all those things but expected to ask me if it was true before exiting, really I wanted to speak it before the concert and there would wait 1 hour before it ... but ... I do not get the ... wait for more than the did not come ... I get along with the rest and could not talk about it ... Massu had lost my forever ... but no ... I do not want that ... I ... although I have delayed a very long time to accept it ... I even like the guy .. but perhaps they bring us thousands of problems .. I like the ... and would not let the not knowing.
the concert began with no abnormalities, wanted to talk to him and felt he could not pass it another second we were finishing singing "aitemass" the last song and talk before the lights went out
- minnaa ... I have something to say and please do not go massu .... mine ... I want you to know something very important to me ... something ... I hid inside I was never able to accept myself ... but now ... that the person I love most I speak to you or me the opportunity to clarify things ... I see everything much clearer ... my fear was y. .. now I have the guts ...
massu approach me and my girls do not understand anything kyaaaa started screaming and did not give them time to think or to them or because I drink massu face and kiss him, but he actually surprised me and never stopped to kiss, and left only partly relieved that I did not push me, when I finally gave away two more peaks and make eye
"I do not spend anything with it ... I like massu ... I love you ... but could not accept being gay ... I ... I want to fight by your side against what we come up ... no matter what it is ... I love you my massu
the only looked at me with eyes full of tears was a crybaby, and hug me all the girls hugged each other and so in front of millions of people ... I dared to confezar my love, and no matter what we come up for what I did, we will fight together against any storm, because I have the most important for me, my massu me company
/ / With You Without You / / End ...
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